I want to kill myself.
It’s 5:49AM and I finally clicked accept to Ryerson.
So relieved.
And so angry.
Just yesterday my parents said I could go to Brock if I really wanted. This entire time I’ve been thinking about what would make them happy and I finally realized today that this is my future, not theirs. After hearing both good and bad sides of Ryerson and Brock I decided I wanted to go to Brock. I wasted all day thinking everything out and then I went home and it took all my courage to stand up to my mom and tell her what I want.
What happened? She yelled at me and said no.
Not only did she lie to me, but she didn’t let me finish what I was saying. I cried for 2hrs and I’m hungry and tired and my eyes are red and my head hurts and I need to study. I will forever resent them until they learn to fucking listen to me.